Now playing -- dancing on my own by Robin
Lately this song had really described how I have been feeling. even though I am not alone being single is rough. I have never had a real boyfriend. It's so annoying watching all of this perfect relationships around me and I just have to do my own thing. Don't get me worng, i don't mind being independent... but it would be nice to have someone who makes me feel different. I feel like i am in this huge pattern lately. one second everything is fine and dandy and the next thing i know everything is tumbling down hill. on a different note, I cannnot belive summer is almost over! i feel like it just started. I accomplished nothing over the summer absolutely nothing. I have such big dreams to make it big and do something beyond what people think I am capable of. i wish people believed in me more. gosh i sound like such a debbie downer right now haha. guss its becuase I am tired. one moe thing before i head off to bed... it more positive. I have like one of the best best friends in the world. she is so good at everything. when she puts her mind to something she does it perfectly so sometimes i copy her becuase i am just so impressed. we can talk to each other with no words and can go with flow like no ones business. I am mad we didn get to be more adventuresome while we had this summer together. but oh well there is always 3 more weeks
